Hmmm. I feel for a lot of people who have to through this path. This insight might help.
I once heard a favourite author of mine say that he is a bestselling author, not a best-writing author.
I believe in being self-taught, and I believe in business. Try your hands on all the options you see and keep seeing. Follow the path where you find success. Don’t commit money; become successful first and then commit your money. I’m sure there is something you can do that won’t require much as input that will result in a lot of gains for you. Try out the things that costs you almost nothing to take a shot at. Continue in the path where you have little (but sustainable) success and capitalize on it for more success.
I hope this helps